It is that time of year again. The time where I think back to the year 2006, and think about what I was doing at this time of day…
I was laying in the hospital, in labor, hoping my precious baby would be born VERY SOON!!!
She turns SIX years old tomorrow- June 3, 2012. I cannot believe how fast time has gone by. In my mind she should still be barely 3, still thinking that all is right in the world, no one is mean. That people are all fair and loving.
This Birthday was spent with tears and arguing and yelling and phrases like “I don’t like you” and “ You aren’t my friend anymore”… voices, sounds that I don’t like, words that break my heart… all between friends, all because of a toy.
I wanted to tell the friends to leave, I wanted to hug her and tell her all will be alright. Instead of comforting her like I wanted (shielding her from the arguing) I had to tell her that life will never be “fair”. That sharing with friends is a way to share Gods love, even when we don’t want to. That we need to take turns with others and that it is ok to let other people play with our toys.
We go to church regularly, we have play dates, friends over, VBS, etc… but she does not have siblings or even cousins that live close enough to come over a lot. Most of her friends attend public schools so the play dates are not as often as I would like. She is not exposed to chances to share regularly like I would like.
She is not use to having to share. It is something she needs to learn to do, happily and with joy, but I don’t quite know how to teach her that without having someone over here all the time. I would love to have friends here alot but at the moment there are a few things that prevent that- another post, another day…
She is also slightly OCD. She loves to organize and clean and make things neat. The rule- A place for everything and everything in its place- well, she practically lives by that rule in her bedroom. Odd character trait for a 6 year old, huh. And it frustrates her when people put things up in the wrong place. Again- something I am trying to teach her is ok, as long as it gets put away.
Anyway- all that to say
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY dear Treefrog!! I love you, oh so much! I pray for joy and happiness for you all the days of your life!!
Love~ Mama



